A side effect of knowing what you have
and truly appreciating it
is also understanding in an instant
it could be gone forever.
It can be uprooted and lost to the winds.
You know what happens in the while while you sleep for hope,
because you can wake up and it could be gone.
Family could pass.
Your friend could use your secrets against you.
Or behind those typed words,
its just being said to just say it.
You unknowingly evolve to expect the fear that is reality,
the gnawing and gut wrenching
feeling that this world
is always going to try and break you.
The only way I know to cure this aliment of happiness
is to simply sleep.
Because nightmares can haunt you.
But its reality that will kill you.
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