_Untitled Emotion_

_Untitled Emotion_ 

I still can’t believe it happened 

If I was there 

I’d probably deck you. 

You selfishly chose a girl over me. 

Knowing full well even though I was trying 

to move past her, 

I still was madly in love with her. 

There aren’t enough words in my hand 

to write the rage I have for you at times. 

But.......

I detect this odd shimmer.

Is it forgiveness? 

My kindness? 

I don’t know.
I know that my loss will be your greatest mistake. 

Learn your lesson. 

Because the thought of our friendship 

ending because of that act

isn’t how I pictured we would go. 

I imagined alien invasions 

as we are comrades at arms 

with stolen alien weapons 

battling and quoting 

lines from our favorite films. 

I still love the girl.
I don’t know if that woman will ever leave my husking heart. 

And I think you can see from her that she as well has a flame born from my spark

flickering to each other like the traveling ship 

and the safe harboring lighthouse 

in the thick of a dangerous and traumatic storm. 

I should burn you. 

Its what you deserve 

for breaking my already frail trust. 

A woman I love from four months passed and the last kiss before yours 

was our as I left on an airplane to take me to the present. 

She would be there for me when I needed it, 

and you couldn’t out of shame. 

Though you do understand the injustice I am feeling 

and in that understanding 

I think I see the kindness and friendship I can have for you 

again. 

Time will tell 

I guess 

To see if this song of ours will continue.....

....or fade into the background