Could Have...
I could have done more
when I really thought about it,
but I thought I made it clear
that I had feelings for you.
I thought I said "I liked you"
"I wish I was there"
"We could wake up together"
"You make me happy"
But then again,
it could have been all in my head.
Like it always is.
And like it always is
I always some how to burn something
and leave another scar.
Sometimes I wish I didn't unknowingly wittle away
all because I decide to take a chance
and like someone more than I honestly want.
And whats worse
that side of me
the cruel and more human side
wishes to just prove you wrong
that it was a two way street
and show you the exact places
in which you misread
my words
on the extent of how I feel.
It seems whenever I use my heart
it just causes more confusion
because deep down
I've always been afraid
to let someone in
due to the past
where I always placed
second place
due to timing.
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